A Short Insight

As of lately, my posts have been sort of up and down. Some very long, others, just a few sentences. Just to let everyone know, that is sort of how I roll. Some days I can talk forever on a certain subject, rant, or rave. Other days, I want to be left alone, and don't really feel like talking.
At this very moment I am sitting at a computer, in a hallway, at school, waiting for my next class to begin. All in all it is quite boring. I don't have a stylish rant to go on right now, no grand words, no great gestures, just this. Simple.
This blog has sort of become where I go when I just need to get everything out, but don't really want to talk to someone else. These words are sort of me talking to myself...Since only a few follow me. I write this mostly for me. The more who come into my little world will see more of what I think, and what I dare to say..or not say. I have 20 minutes before my class, it's a boring one let me tell you.
Now, a slight sidebar of information....
I have learned something in the last few days. Something that I guess should spark a response..but sadly I have not been able to respond to anything at all. The energy has been zapped out of me, and I don't know by whom. When you are empathic, people feed on that. The good, the bad, and the ugly..they can all feed on you. It's like being a leech. Whether they mean to or not, they take and drain. Sometimes that's not a bad thing, other times it's a fate worse than death. To feel pain, anger, hurt, sadness, melancholia, all of those things...it can drain you so quickly and make you think thoughts that are not your own.
I liken it to an old TV show that was back in the 1990's called Quantum Leap. If you haven't seen it, YouTube it! Great show! But essentially what happened was the main character, Dr. Sam Beckett, would "leap" into other people's lives and change their history for the better. Being empathic is a bit like leaping into other people's emotions. You feel everything they do, good and bad. For the most part, I can turn it on and off as needed, as of lately however, it's taken me over and it has been dictating how I feel.
That has been my short insight for right now. I am sure I might write more tonight, if I feel up to it. Until then. enjoy a video from The Monkees......